Ooooooooooof. I have my eyes set on the horizon at this point. Living in the moment is good in normal times but the when the moment sucks and is on a vaguely downward trajectory, I have no desire to set up camp there. I want a holiday away from the moment. Ideally, I want to move to a different borough from the moment entirely.
Alex, I really like your point about the importance of 'setting your eyes on the horizon'. However my lesson is that you also need to maintain connections with the world during lockdown too https://collect.readwriterespond.com/space-does-not-stand-still/